I met Encapsulate and you didn't. I decree that he is the best co-cook, navigator and head doctor EVAR! He gave me lots of good advice from Option 1 to how to properly cook asparagus. I wish he had stayed longer.

The Reno [oh christ its fucking] goth night is tonight. I really <3 the Kara, but I just don't have the energy to go tonight. I wish there was a calendar I could check, or some sort of reminder or something sent out to help me plan better. Oh, hrm... yeah. I know what you're thinking - and yes, I aim to be done by the end of July.

I miss Atlanta so much. I miss how beautiful it is. Its so lush and gorgeous with this incredible connection between old and new south. Ante-bellum Victorian homes on the same block as huge glass and steel skyscrapers. I miss my friends, and I miss being understood on that level. I miss just having a living room full of people watching SITC with me. I got season 4 yesterday.

I'll figure something out. I'm very resourceful.

I deleted everyone off my aim list. Isn't that terribly dramatic? Its actually not some sort of manic self-induced head trip, but a serious issue with gaim compatibility. I couldn't add people anymore and there were people I 'heh' in my 'feh' group and people I 'feh' in my 'boys' group and 'boys' in my 'girls' group. To say the least, using a million different clients has completely fux0red my account.

This means that I have no way of knowing if you're there or not, so until everything gets back to normal... just message me.

I went to the Reno goth night on saturday. I feel a bit out of place there. Its very -goth-. I know that seems a silly thing to take issue with when it bills itself as a 'goth' club. In Atlanta goth actually means "ebm, synthpop, electroclash, industrial and noise." In Reno goth means Sisters of Mercy, Siouxsie, Peter Murphy and all that Cleopatra crap, plus this sick and wrong incarnation of rap-industrial that makes me gag.

I never considered myself much of a music snob. I listen to a really varied array of stuff. I love britpop and british invasion, but I listen to a lot of indie rock and pop too. Tons of ebm, synthy stuff and since Butch gave me such a good base education, I listen to a lot of noise too.

In Atlanta wolfsheim and Covenant are a begrudged girlie concession, taking away from the industrial and noise stuff. In Reno I haven't heard Wolfsheim at all and they're still in the "one world, one sky" Covenant era.

Sigh. Anyway, I really need to figure some solution for this lack of decent clubbing. Ugh. I danced to 'destillat,' that was a sad and desperate day.