At first I was afraid, I was petrified...
Then I learned that it's just more of the same crap, and can be
a half way decent challenge if I really work at it. Its like a 10
year old that desperately wants to hit the perfect home run. I keep
swinging and swinging and doing ok... and I don't want to stop,
but my arm is too tired and the batting cages are almost closed,
and my mom wants me to be home for dinner. Ugh! Will try again as
soon as they re-open! I'm fierce!
A word of advice for those who have not yet become completely jaded
and void of passion - never... no mater what you do - never make
your love in life your job. |
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Wednesday 27.11.2002 3:37 AM
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Ugh. I did not leave according to schedule. Revised ETD : 500 EST,
11.27.2002
I will definitely be going to Das Machine on thursday. I'm excited.
Foreign city clubbing is the best. Hopefully going to visit lots
with Jen too. I am super stressed out. This
is cool.
UGH!@ |
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Tuesday 26.11.2002 1:29 PM
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I am leaving tomorrow, returning Sundayish. I will see you at DasMachine
in Orlando on thursday. |
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Monday 25.11.2002 6:28 PM
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I have a massive headache. It hurts a lot. I think its because I
haven't been drinking enough water. I need more water!
Sifl is up and running, although I took a break last night after
doing the pf.conf and didn't do X. Which, really is just fine. I
like taking my time with X. Its probably the most fun thing about
*nix in general. I can't wait to have another machine here that
my wacky friends can use. Yea!~ Seriously, its sick and unhealthy
how happy X makes me. Its a big treat!
Quote of the Day:
Administrators will rapidly become more familiar with OpenBSD if
they get used to using the high quality manual pages.
-Theo |
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Sunday 24.11.2002 2:14 PM
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Ahhhh. Delicious. I'm going to reinstall sifl
tonight. Upgrading my baby to OpenBSD3.2.
I also decided to install X
and fluxbox.
Mmmm, X. Its so pretty. I love it. Can't wait. BSDiva.com
will be offline the rest of the night, I imagine. Not that any of
you visit it anyway. Off to make my boot floppy and pray to Theo. |
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Saturday 23.11.2002 8:46 PM
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Sometimes I want to check up on you, but I'm afraid of what I might
find. |
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Saturday 23.11.2002 7:37 PM
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This is why I'm destined to be single. I understand that I'm a girl,
I understand I have pictures of myself on the internet, I understand
that I have a webcam - why can't YOU understand that I'm not a puppet?
I write what I want. I say what I want. I do what I want. I turn
the webcam on when I want. I could not care less about your desires
to see me move slightly every 10 seconds.
fangzz73: hiya! :-)
GirlVinyl: Who are
you?
fangzz73: a stranger
who came across the page of a beautiful girl, with a cam that's
not on.... :-(
GirlVinyl: sorry
fangzz73: what'd
take for that to change? :-)
GirlVinyl: A lot
of things.
GirlVinyl: I just
don't want to turn it on right now.
fangzz73: I've been
real nice and clicked
on the pic to get u higher ratings...:-) I deserve at least a few
seconds, don't I?
GirlVinyl: Are you
joking?
fangzz73: nope :-)
GirlVinyl: You don't
-deserve- anything.
fangzz73: :-( you're
a tough one..(that's not so bad, though :-)
GirlVinyl: I'm a
tough one?
GirlVinyl: Are people
really this stupid!??!!?
At that point I just started interrogating him about BSD because
that's all I care about - our tragic hero did not pass the test.
k thx.
I appreciate people who read my site, and I appreciate hearing that
they enjoy it. However, I must reiterate that I do it purely for
my own enjoyment. Not yours - mine. Despite some people
that say they don't care what their readers think - I truly
do not. |
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Saturday 23.11.2002 0:07 AM |
Thanksgiving : Today I am thankful for Regular Expressions.
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Friday 22.11.2002 4:45 PM |
Had a great time last night. Went to dinner with the kids. Robot
Roll call : Michele,
Butch,
Andrew,
Pierre, Alicia, Amy,
Tonya,
Justin, Frederick, Roy,
Heather.
Quote of the evening, "I don't drink, well, nothing but champagne."
courtesy of Pierre. It was quite lovely. Since I've been on this
normal people schedule of getting up at 8am lately, I had to go
straight home after dinner and go to bed.
I have a confrence call at 7pm. A "confrence call". How
funny. |
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Wednesday 20.11.2002 11:47 AM
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My eyes are burning from crying so much, but I think I will be ok.
Funny how I'm going about my day and wondering why my eyes sting
so much. Then I remember its because of all the hysterical crying.
I am going to fax my important paperwork. This is the beginning
of a beautiful friendship. What fun. |
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Tuesday 19.11.2002 3:27 PM
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I wanna give these kids some traffic, which means I must be genuinely
entertained, because I abhor giving traffic.
So hot I can't even come up with a proper descriptor. Seriously,
this guy makes my brain melt. That's an impressive feat considering
my brain is frozen like a block of unix-laden ice. I know this makes
no sense, but really, that makes sense. Seriously - hot. I don't
even know him that well. Doesn't matter - hottest thing ever. Pete.
This one is friends with the ultimate hotness, and really, while
he is very friendly and nice every time I run into him, I am very
intimidated. I think its because he like scores lots of women or
something. I dunno. He's a good kid, and his websites are funny
and make Michele pee her pants. Noel.
One day I will actually put up a links page on this site. I basically
just use the bar to the top right of this site for checking all
the sites I need to check. I occasionally check out some others,
but... I'm just not so much into the internet. Its stupid. |
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Monday 18.11.2002 1:09 PM
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I hate links to ebay... I really don't care what people are thinking
of bidding on, but this I have actually bid on and am the high bidder
and plan on giving it as a gift to one of my friends - maybe even
you!
Check
it! |
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Monday 18.11.2002 4:11 AM
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Oh my. Check out the mail I just got from my contact
form. While I am not currently in the market for a boyfriend [they're
a lot of responsibility, and I'm just not mature enough to have
one yet. Maybe next year!], this young business person certainly
knows their stuff. I recommend you all go to the Capt for your boyfrriending
needs. Make it happen, Capt'n!
Sender Name: Captstarthief
Sender E-Mail: captstarthief@hotmail.com
Date: Sun, 17 Nov 2002 23:39:43 -0800
Message: dear girl vinyl,
first of all if he's
yer boyfriend you should know how to spell his
name. it is psyiode. not psiode. second he is not your bofriend
sadly for you. as his pimp i simmply cannot allow this.i have
many nice boys in my "stable" but psyiode is not
available at this time. You see i have not adequately completeed
his training.and although he is probably way more than good
enough for you,i have a reputation to uphold. and therefore
if you would like to do business with me and are interested
in a "boyfrriend." i can supply you with a ver nice
affordable very experienced and skilled one. you may specify
age race and specialty.i look forward to doing business with
you in the future.however if you continue to misuse my proerty
i will have cause for legal action.
Sincerely,
Captstarthief
Sender Name: Captstarthief
Sender E-Mail: captstarthief@hotmail.com
Date: Sun, 17 Nov 2002 23:42:34 -0800
Message: By the way. You have a really cool site. And the
Liberarians kick ass. |
"Libertarians kick ass" sometimes heard as "Libertarian
High School Football RULES!"
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Monday 18.11.2002 4:01 AM
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Some great material harvested tonight. God damn, its a good thing
no one actually reads this website.
"Yeah, I bet he knows how to give a good spanking!"
-Michele
"Merlin is getting SO sick of Arthur's shit."
-Sherrod
"She's having a grain of rice."
-Amy
"These pills taste like ass!"
-Heather
"RobertNoelWood is a chatter box"
-Michele |
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Monday 18.11.2002 0:06 AM
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I went photo gallery crazy last night
and put up 4 new galleries. The GoGoGo one is a batch of camstills
from the last month or so. The Misc@gv.com is just a collection
of photos that other people have taken for me, mostly of me. Kar-MA
is the wonderous night that we all went to Karma when Brandon was
here. Michele fell out of the car, and I held a cigarette - WOW!
Cham-ber pictures are from the night Michele and I went to meet
the cyber-goggle-geek star Ryan Lackey, he now hates us, but we
do not know why. Hee! We theorize that it is because we did not
bust out with some hot girl-on-girl action. *shrug*
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GoGoGo
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Kar-MA
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Cham-ber
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Sunday 17.11.2002 12:45 PM
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Tahahaha!
Nothing better than a rollicking session of intarweb LOL!~ I am
sitting here laughing my ass of at this.
I don't know if its because I'm being mocking, or genuinely entertained
and amused. It doesn't matter... it's great! This is the definition
of Infotainment.
[I have a little tip for her of my own - the _blank a href option
is your friend! On any site, and especially on blogs when linking
to a non-local site, its always best to open in a new window, lest
your reader get sidetracked at your reference site and lost forever,
never to return] |
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Sunday 17.11.2002 12:00 PM
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I'm a little freaked out and -extremely- busy. And what I mean by
'busy' is 'hysterically upset'. Most shocking thing right now :
I haven't stayed up this late, but I actually woke up this early.
I posted my PN6 pictures. Go enjoy their
insanity. Sorry the tone of the comments is so nasty - I don't know
what my problem was. The before and after haircuts are really the
best part.
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Friday 15.11.2002 7:05 AM |
I keep thinking "Mmmmm, herr d0kt0r...." and then I swoon
and spill my mint julep. |
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Wednesday 13.11.2002 2:41 AM
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OMFG! Finally ljdrama.org
is up and [mostly] operational. Thank Christ! Hepkitten is the finest
piece of ass this side of... ummm... YEA! She said I could have
a ljdrama.org
email address and be an author and stuff. Yea! I am so happy I could
start a ridiculous and never-ending, self-referencing flamewar on
the world's largest weblogging site! |
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Wednesday 13.11.2002 1:14 PM
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Lots of things have happened in the past few days. Instead of feeling
compelled and even obligated to recount them, I feel absolutely
required to talk to someone.
Open letter to someone I can't talk to,
I wish I could talk to you. These circumstances prevent
it. Its disheartening, really. I actually found your mailing
address [not that its hard, or anything]. I had decided
to write you a letter.
A letter on paper because I can't figure out the proper
and least-revealing way to email you, despite your enormous
web presence. Although it sounds strange, I think that
I could most easily hide my identity on paper. My electronic
communication style has been honed for over 10 years to
leap from the glass as undoubtedly being me.
So, I find your mailing address and I decide to write
you a letter - an anonymous letter. In fact, a secret
admirer letter. I started thinking about Rules of Attraction
and how I'd vowed to become someone's secret admirer and
write them letters on unusual paper with unusual ink in
an unusual script.
I feel that I need to talk to you for several reasons.
I've been following your writings on the intarweb and
I just have so many things to tell you. I feel like there
are things you need to know, and things you should understand.
I want to show you that you're not alone. I think we are
alike. I really am completely overwhelmed by the amount
of information I need to convey to you. Need.
Unfortunately I have to remain anonymous so as to keep
my impression pure. I don't want to color how you view
me with my volumes of html and the possibility of infinite
information to be gathered about me from various sources
both electronic and analog. There are other reasons. Less
pleasant and more damning reasons. Eternally forbidden.
Can you tell I'm frustrated? Were I to have it my way
I'd just call you up and start telling you all the things
I need you to know. I'm not staying on course with my
point. My point is this - I wish I could talk to you,
and someday I hope I will.
I have yet to send your paper letter. After deciding to
write and formulating something proper and interesting
and still conducive to my anonymity, I attempted to print.
The printer printed 3 or so lines before returning an
out of ink error. Classically star crossed. I almost enjoy
it.
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I've always liked Ada too,
Sherrod
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Tuesday 12.11.2002 6:24 AM
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Made some decisions.
Yes, decision. I admit - I wasn't sure. But, now I am. I'm
actually quite excited about it, but will remain calm because emotions
are a sign of weakness. And - I - display only unmitigated strength.
Remember : Never go up against a Sicilian - when death
is on the line. |
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Saturday 09.11.2002 2:29 AM
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Heh.
Do you identify as an "Objectivist"? Here
is my all new, all encompassing, enough said reason why you're dumb. |
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Friday 08.11.2002 7:43 AM
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A lovely, almost passive aggressive response to some posts on the
evil:
This is not a democracy.
You are a fool if you believe that there is any difference between
the republican and democratic agenda.
I hate you if you complain about politics, but aren't even registered
to vote.
We have a very
clear cut and direct stance on all of the issues.
Get your head out of your ass and stop being so god damned generic.
You're either incredibly stupid or you've been brainwashed by
the government indoctrination centers you've enthusiastically
attended for the past 20+ years.
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Friday 08.11.2002 5:24 AM
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Michele : Why do you keep doing that?
Sherrod : I don't know... it just happens. |
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Thursday 07.11.2002 5:15 AM
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So, upgrading Morphine to OpenBSD 3.2. What fun. I love him so,
he is definitely as loved as Sifl. My three best friends, Sifl,
Olly and Morphine. Having root on a machine you've never seen before
is so cool. God, love that little p75.
Yesterday was election day. I'm a radical LP
freak. I must say though, that I truly enjoy seeing the figureheads
of the liberal media attempting to hide their shock and horror as
they report that the unthinkable has happened. The Republicans control
all branches of the government right now as well as gaining several
governorships - including the one in my home state. I'm certainly
not a Republican by any means, but I do love seeing Tom Brokaw all
upset about it. He honestly looks like he's going to cry. Loser!
I made all kinds of great analogies yesterday with Herr Doktor.
I even impressed myself. Not sure if I should sing his praises in
such a public forum. I've had bad experiences with that in the past.
Love. Hate. Love. Hate. Love. |
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Wednesday 06.11.2002 7:59 PM
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I'm home. Phreaknic6 was really super fucking fun. I had a great
time. I slept way too much - but I always end up being the exception
at cons. I choose to sleep late and whenever I want. Most people
choose to sleep not at all. Thanks for everyone who helped out with
it, and stuff. I will be posting pics and a full update tomorrow.
So tired. |
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Monday 04.11.2002 7:16 PM
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Quote of the Day:
Adam(02:43 AM) :
I needed you last week, and you weren't here. You're never here
anymore. I don't know what you've been doing, but I don't like
it.
I really do love him. Sigh. 5 years, tons of trauma and I still
love.
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